ng home again this weekend. I'll have trouble finding time to do my laundry after but that doesn't matter anymore. Kidding. It will, after I come back, of course. After going home last week, I just got the bug. It's not budget-friendly but definitely better than my impulse drinking and smoking- especially now that my lips aren't that red anymore. That could have been my whole claim to fame but I blew it. Like, totally.Crowds makes me feel lonely as usual. And no, my self-appreciating mantra is just not that effective anymore. Like, having a high acquiline nose helps! I'm sorry but I'm not that shallow. Why not tell me I take good pictures rather than looking good on those? That'll help.
I got badged last week. Oh, wow, great. How sarcastic can I be? A badge will never change the fact that I no longer like going to school. And what would I tell to my parents? That I don't really know what to do with my life? Or how I want to live a reclusive life, isolated from civilization? Or my dreams of being the next host of Lonely Planet? Like, they would understand!
So this weekend, I'm going to my comfort zone. That's the only thing that helps me right now.
