everydy, i smile
&
act like nothng’s
wr0ng…
dat’s wat I call,
putting evrythng
aside & simply
being strong
..I’m not
insensitive,
I just don’t care..
-james Hahaha..s0 u!
leanne’s text
18-Mar-28
23:11:59
People have no idea on what is going on .crytic. To everyone. To my friends. Not even my parents have the slightest idea. I break things alone. I fix things alone. I may get help along the way, but at a minimum level. Then I break down again, feeling all alone and lonely, but that’s just the way it is. I don’t think I’m ever gonna be happy. I don’t think marijuana and trancy music would ever make me numb- maybe for a while, before the novelty wears off. Then I’m back to my old self again, loving and loathing himself simultaneously.
